Srsly, I keep wondering why the fck I am doing this...
I don't really have a big goal in my mind. All I want is to be able to indulge in my hobbies. That's the only thing driving me right now. Then, why am I here, in Cornell, working my ass off for something I'm not that interested in? Do I need this much effort to make the sort of money I want?
Hmm...maybe it does. I occasionally find myself a greedy person. I guess having more money expands my horizon even in the field of hobby. People with more money can do more extravagant stuff with their hobby. Take for example, that guy who built a bat-mobile out of his car. That's a cool way to indulge in a hobby, right? Maybe I could even sponsor anime and sort of influence them too. That would be like being an animation director too.
Shit what's the use of thinking about this bullsht...I guess the ideal thing to do right now is to prepare myself for whatever comes up...I might suddenly find something fcking interesting. Who knows?
Where the fuck am I going...Who the fuck am I...What the fuck am I supposed to do...
-Sry Rulipeople. I can't type Korean right now.
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